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Writing on Empty

After the Tanaka, Akita, Nakagawa/Clifford Chance meet in August 2001, I researched Clifford Chance on the Internet at the Yahoo Café in the CharacterBrook Prince Hotel.  As usual, but particularly at Yahoo Cafés, I received Image Guidance on what to view.  Other patrons at the cafe used Image Guidance to point out attorney Pure BelowMountain’s392 profile including BelowMountain’s photograph.  Under “Expertise,” his profile reads “Aviation matters including finance/regulatory (national and international)/passenger claim handling matters.”393
After my 9/11 return from New York I followed up with Mr. Associate and arranged to meet for lunch.  I went to Clifford Chances’ offices in the ATT Building to meet Mr. Associate.  While I was waiting at the reception, I think Mr. BelowMountain might have walked through.
At lunch, Mr. Associate admitted to not being a very good lawyer.  Regarding my knowledge of OriginSun, he flattered me.  I suspect he was trying to say he had underestimated me.  I think he felt Cahill had given me more credit than Mr. Associate had.  Mr. Associate said he planned to leave the law, and return to England.
I e-mailed Matthew Cahill of Tanaka, Akita, Nakagawa/Clifford Chance to arrange lunch.  I met him in the ATT building lobby.  I asked Cahill how long he planned to stay in OriginSun, and he suggested he was here, and had no plans to leave.  He left in 2004: the year of my second arrest.
I inquired about the Tanaka, Akita, Nakagawa law firm.  Specifically, I asked about the political connection of Tanaka, the first name partner, now deceased, but Cahill was evasive.  With BelowMountain in mind, I inquired about OriginSun counsel at the firm, but Cahill claimed he did not work very closely with the OriginSun counsel.
In saying farewell, Cahill looked at me intently and said he would be vacationing in New Zealand to go fly fishing.  He said he was looking forward to not using his mobile phone.  This remark involves at least several Affiliation Products, one of which is his mobile phone.  Another is fly fishing to refer to flight.  In the case of fly fishing, the word fly is used to refer to the insect, but the word ‘fly’ may also be used as a verb, one tense of which is flight.  I think Cahill was encouraging me to leave OriginSun.
Furthermore, regarding fishing, there seems to be something psychic about the sport.394  I am not sure exactly why, but the visualisation of the fish on the hook, communicating with the fish, and successful fishing seem closely related.  Also regarding potential interpretations of Cahill’s remarks, there is the English expression ‘fishing around’ or ‘fishing for something’ that indicates a searching condition.
In supposedly coincidental conversations in hypothetically chance meetings about this time, I frequently discussed my marriage proposal to Persistence in 1996.  At the time I had lifted her up so Persistence was standing on the wall, and behind her was a steep descent.  Another name for the steep drop behind Persistence Won would be a cliff.
In recounting the incident about the time of these Clifford Chance meetings, I often joked that the threat of the drop behind her may have influenced her acceptance.  By this, I meant her agreement to my proposal confirmed her fate.  The only chance involved was to fall backwards, which, if she had done intentionally, would not be chance at all.
Her choice was an opportunity with the cliff or me.  Coincidence or chance is illusory.  Events and individuals are predetermined years in advance in the Incubator.  Neither the cliff or chance was an option, but the name of the law firm of my court-appointed defense counsel three years later after this conversation with Cahill was Clifford Chance.

Time Tunnel

The ability to predict the future may relate to the linearity of time.  I suspect that if you are really, really tuned into this Electric ___(s) force, you can probably see around time, bend time, and see into the future, or better understand the past.  Again, I don’t think I am particularly tuned in, connected, or good at looking into the past or the future, but the Administrators want me to believe I am good enough to at least explain these ideas in writing.
One effort to persuade me I have some special advantage involved Switzerland’s Gotthard tunnel disaster which occurred on 25 October 2001.395  For some weeks before the disaster I was repeatedly seeing images of tunnels, light at the end of a tunnel, etc.  On one occasion I spent more than a minute or so turning over an empty toilet paper roll in my hand, and staring down the tube while sitting on the toilet.  I distinctly recall the perplexity I felt at the fascination of studying an empty toilet paper roll.
When I heard about the Gotthard tunnel disaster after so many ‘premonitions’, particularly after 9/11 just a month before, again I felt like a pawn.  I had no idea then or now why the imagery had fascinated me so much.  Again, the obsession felt a bit like Roy Neary’s experience in Close Encounters of the Third Kind.
However, a better illustration for this tunnel premonition is The Mothman Prophecies, a film supposedly “based on true events.”  If I were to suggest a single source that does the best job of explaining the ideas and theories that I am trying to explain in this treatise, other than this treatise itself, I would suggest that film.  The following dialogue is particularly on point:

John Klein: I think we can assume that these entities are more advanced than us. Why don’t they just come right out and tell us what’s on their minds?
Alexander Leek: You’re more advanced than a cockroach, have you ever tried explaining yourself to one of them?396

Much like when I was accused of having a photographic memory, I do not think I saw, or can see the future.  I think anyone who is better informed and educated can make better predictions at what is going to happen than someone who is ignorant.  One method for becoming informed is Image Guidance, but another equally important ability is to understand human nature.
I think a more likely explanation than me foreseeing the future in the Gotthard Tunnel disaster would be that the Administrators had notice of the tunnel disaster.  Perhaps the disaster was the result of industrial sabotage by transporters, environmentalists or safety campaigners hoping for an EU-wide shift from road to rail transport.  There are a multitude of other potential explanations.  However, I do think the Administrators want me to believe I ‘saw the future.’

Weak Sidney Chester MacIntyre

Weeks from TUJ Law and I met for dinner.  Weeks’ spouse, Youko, also joined us, as did their infant, and Youko’s former coworker.  Weeks’ ancestors are ministers, former missionaries, and attorneys.  Weeks educated me: Babel is a biblical name referring to the Tower of Babel.  This was a tower built by Noah’s descendants, probably in Babylon.  They intended the tower to reach up to heaven.  God foiled them by confusing their language so they could no longer understand one another.397
Weeks had expressed concern about the disappearance of languages.  I had read in the media about that time that since the arrival of mass communication, there had been a large decrease in the number of languages spoken in the world.  Weeks’ concern related to all of us using only one language, a computer language, and there would be a virus.
The one language would transmit the virus, and wipe out the users of the language.  Weeks later lent me a book with this theme: Snow Crash by Neal Stephenson.  I tried to console Weeks by relaying some information from my Incubator.
I had heard that Phil Norton, the founder of the Symantec Norton AntiVirus product was a former Buddhist monk.  Weeks continued unabated.  He probably would also not be consoled to know that another spelling of symantec would be semantic, which means: “of or relating to the meaning of words.”398

Repeater

Attorney Lawrence “Larry” Repeta took over for Beyer after she left Temple University for Morgan Stanley.  Both Repeta and Beyer graduated from the University Of Washington School Of Law.  The law school is in Seattle.  Before Microsoft, and particularly during and after the Pacific War, the Seattle economy revolved around one company.110 Perhaps, Aviation Law would be a field in which the Law School at the University of Washington might focus.
Dean Repeta and I met and discussed organising TUJ Law Program alumni functions.  Before Beyer, Jerry McAlinn had been Repeta’s other predecessor at TUJ Law.  Given McAlinn’s apparent connection to information sources, and the interest Beyer shows in the American Central Intelligence Agency, I suspected any Dean of TUJ Law would have some connection, and Repeta did not disappoint.
Repeta had been a United States Marine.  Repeta also told me he had played an attorney role in the litigation resulting from the Russian downing on 01 September 1983 of Korean Airlines Flight 007110 over the Sea of OriginSun.
007 is the name of a series of spy movies.  One can imagine this was not the first Korean Airlines plane to allegedly stray into Russian airspace.  However, the Russians chose this plane to shoot down.  One might imagine that the Russians thought there was some subtext in the shooting down of an aircraft110 with the flight number 007.
Repeta is from Buffalo, New York, where I lived and went to college.  Buffalo is more than 100 kilometres from Rochester, but Rochester and Buffalo are both more than 400 kilometres from New York City.  New York, Rochester, and Buffalo are the three largest cities in New York State, but the City’s population is more than eight million, and the populations of the municipalities of Buffalo or Rochester are each less than three hundred thousand.  Consequently, Repeta and I, like Moynihan, shared a rural New York background which is not frequently found in OriginSun foreigners.
Repeta had volunteered for the Marines for the United Nations “action” in Vietnam.  Instead, they stationed him somewhere else.  I told Repeta, as I had told others in the past, I had always been jealous of his generation because they had a litmus test: the Vietnam War.  As a young person I wished there had been a clear line for me in my life to define my character.
I did not tell Repeta that I waited until I was 38 years old for my litmus test.  I think he might have seen that in my eyes or my ethics.

What was that?

Weinsaft’s nickname is Pam.  ‘Pam’ is ‘map’ spelled backwards.  Weinsaft reminds me of my next eldest sibling.  In some respects, people act as mirrors of ourselves, particularly when we speak the thoughts of others.
The extent to which Weinsaft occupies her own Incubator, or my Incubator was Monitoring her to better understand my thoughts was and is not clear to me.  Naturally, when one interacts with others, one takes away Affiliation Products from that interaction.  These Affiliation Products may rattle around in one’s brain, and come out of an individual other than the originator in an (un)elucidated manner or form that is more comprehensible to the Incubator.
I suspect the Incubator also monitored Persistence’s, Weinsaft’s, Alkalay’s and Ms. NarrativeCharm InnerStreamMiddle’s activities when they were not with me.  The Incubator uses or used these people as trial subjects to compare our responses.  The link between people may evidence itself even though the individuals are far apart.
My idea of Incubator humour is to refer to these four folks as: the Four Horsepeople of the Apocalypse.  “The Four Horsemen usually refers to the Four Horsemen of the Apocalypse, who are the forces of man’s destruction as described in the Christian Bible in chapter five of the Book of Revelation.”399  With me inside, one can see why the Incubator has such a poor sense of humour.
The distance at which Image Guidance is effective may be one thing the Incubator was researching.  Similar thoughts may manifest themselves simultaneously in similar individuals.  Given the amount of contact Weinsaft had with Persistence and I, Weinsaft is a person who I suspect may have manifested these Affiliation Products more than many.
Another purpose for monitoring the Four Horsepeople would be due to my insistence that if the Administrators were serious, and they did think this was a Search for Zero, then we should have some sort of backup plan.  If as much work had gone into creating the Incubator as seemed to be the case, and I was allegedly the only Zero they found, then all that work would be lost if something happened to me.
Perhaps the Administrators had a backup plan, but would not tell me about the plan.  If they do have a backup plan, and something were to happen to me, I suspect that backup plan is to start again from the beginning, perhaps relying on my offspring.  That does not seem like a backup plan.  That seems like the same fucked up Incubator that is presently operating in a world with the primary modus operandi of Man Fight Man.  Again, that modus operandi has been in effect since the Stone Age.
I lacked the courage to move forward without knowing I passed on whatever information I could pass on to whoever they do this to next time.  Seems to me that if I was a Zero, I would have the courage to move on without a double.  In any case, I often question if I am a Zero.  I think the Administrators liked my idea for a backup plan to create a double because this became the Affiliation Product: double.
On a weekend morning, Persistence, Weinsaft, and I went for breakfast at the Tribeca Grill in ValleyAstringent. When we entered the Tribeca Grill the only table available in the restaurant was next to Larry Repeta.  You are welcome to think that is a coincidence if that makes you feel better.  I introduced Repeta and Weinsaft, a Jew.  Repeta has a prominent nose, a feature characteristic of Jewish people.  He baited me with anti-Semitism.
I have on occasion made anti-Semitic remarks, not unlike my use of the n-word.  On one occasion when I did so, I contributed a token amount to the Anti-Defamation League (ADL),400 but, just the same, I have destroyed the friendship of the person to whom I made that remark.  I hope that person forgives me.  “ʻAdl (عدل) is an Arabic word meaning ‘justice.’  In Islamic theology, ʻadl refers to God’s divine justice.”401
In this conversation with three Jews and a Japanese,402 I felt the presence of individuals around me guiding my conversation.  This is the Rorschach test of Image Guidance.  I take my cues from subjects I see and feel during conversations, as do we all.  However, more than most, I tend to free associate emotions with physical stimuli to move the conversation in the direction I am being coached if I believe the coaching is properly in tune with the priorities of my Incubator.  Naturally, my own biology and experiences influence the conversation as well.
I am apt to more willingly follow this coaching in OriginSun unless I feel the coaching is fundamentally wrong.  Repeta could sense I was receiving Image Guidance.  Some of the Guidance is visual.  Repeta turned to look behind him more than once during the breakfast to see what I was looking at over his shoulder or out the window.  I do not think Repeta or Beyer realise the extent to which we are being coached, but McAlinn may more so than the other two.
After breakfast, we went for a walk to the bookstore below the United Nations University.  As we were walking, Repeta said something I thought was not accurate, so I corrected him.  He realised his error, and agreed with me.
The point on which I corrected him was very minor, so by way of apology, I told Repeta, who is a few years my senior, that I have very high standards for people close to me.  Repeta did not understand I was referring to traits we had in common due to the proximity of our childhood homes.  I said: “You’re not hearing me,” and reiterated.

50 people in 500 years

While living in ValleyAstringent, I received The Daily Yomiuri delivered to our door.  I read an editorial in the newspaper by Vaclav Havel: the former playwright, and President of the Czech Republic.  After checking with Mr. Havel’s secretary, I am unable to confirm if Mr. Havel wrote the article I recall.  According to what I read elsewhere, Havel had been instrumental in engineering the peaceful division of Czechoslovakia.
The editorial concerned the need for a book or writing.  Havel wrote that the value of writing a book for 50 people to read in 500 years could be enormous.  From time to time, people suggested I write a book.  Sometimes I suspected they meant my conversation was boring them; so write it down for someone else.  More recently, Mr. ThreeGlory WisteriaThatOne had suggested I write my thoughts down, and I did not feel he thought me boring.
I hesitate to publish something because I will be drawing attention to myself simply by asserting this Search for Zero is occurring.  However, my privacy is already virtually nonexistent.  My hope is that acknowledgement of the Search will result in a catharsis.  By asserting that my privacy is being invaded I will at least take the first step to asserting I have a right to privacy.  At present, if I do not publish this manuscript, all I can do is suffer silently.
Presently, my privacy is being abused by private and public entities for their own gain.  If I ‘go public,’ whatever I have to lose will at least result in a different sort of abuse than from what I suffer now.  Another advantage in writing is that the act of writing leads me to a more thorough understanding of my situation.
Larry Mahl and I went for drinks near his home.  A couple customers seemed to want to make our acquaintance.  When I walked Mahl home, before saying good night, Mahl said that the women would have to wait until “we raise the flag.”
I am not sure how Mr. Mahl defined raising the flag, but judging from his approach to women later in this chronology, the flag appears to have been raised at some point. Another spelling of Mahl would be maul.  One guess of the flag Mahl had in mind would be OriginSun’s flag, and the drafting of this manuscript, which had not yet begun at the time Mahl made his flag remark.  However, Mahl’s change in sushi philosophy occurred before I started drafting this manuscript.